I've spent a lot of time wondering how I should go about doing this. Seeing as it is all I think about, it is hard to avoid writing about something that is so much a part of my life. But I'm afraid. I know that most of you love me and will be supportive no matter what happens which is what gives me the confidence to go ahead and tell you that I am expecting again.
I am almost 14 weeks along, due in early June. So far everything looks good for this little one. It's me who's having the trouble with not wanting to feel too excited and with not telling too many people just in case.. I can't plan or think about what I need because I'm worried. And how stupid of me to feel so cautious that I won't allow for very much joy surrounding this good news. According to the doctor and every web site I have read the risk for miscarriage is now very low, yet I'm still cautious.
And now you know. And I needed to tell you because, at the very least, it's the healthy thing to do. But I'm in tears.
